I havent posted in a few days. I think its cuz ive been feeling out of touch with The Much. I tried denying it at first but now that summer is in full swing, its a lot to deal with. This is the first summer since ’08 that I am not pregnant. I leave the house and smell the summer smells and I’m transported back to either the summer I carried my twins, anxious every single minute about the next minute, or, I am transported to my next pregnancy with Liat and how emotionally overwhelming that was.
I hope this summer to make new, fresh, muchy memories so next summer I have good, happy summer memories to look back on.
One day at a time… The world keeps on spinning….
***Edited to add:
Scratch that! I just read my last line: “I hope this summer to make new, fresh, muchy memories so next summer i have good, happy summer memories to look back on.”
SCREW THAT!!
I PLAN to MAKE this summer FULL of new, fresh, muchy memories so next summer I have good, happy summer memories to look back on!!!!
